uncertainty

i don't even freaking know what's going on in my life anymore. so much doubt. and questions.

i am lost.

anyway..... here is my summer in a nut shell.

wake up, work at my dads shop.

go home around 3 (depending on if i have enough work to stay that long)

shower, eat (sometimes)

go to days at 4. work till 8. go home. eat (sometimes)

see randi (sometimes)

sleep. (sometimes)

i have learned to hate the holidays in the summer. stupid tourists come into days and ask the most retarded questions.

i am weeding out the people i can't trust in my life.... because without trust, what else do you have? however, if you haven't seen or heard from me that does not mean that i dont trust you. i'm just busy.

i can't find money for school next year....and honestly my dads shop is going down hill fast.... so i could just be living in logan and working.

because of my very staggered eating schedule i have lost 20 pounds..... not sure if thats a good thing. but i guess i dont really have a choice. its gone.

i had many things and wants about my future planned out....this summer has turned them upside down. i dont know what i want anymore.

i'm sorry for the rambling, if you're confused by this point.....welcome to my life.

the end

i am me

it has been far too long my friends.

here's the low down on my life lately.

last week was spring break. that was amazing. tim and i volunteered for the utah conservation corps in Zion national park. it was so beautiful. and the weather was perfect. warm, not hot. but not cold at all. except nights and mornings, holy cow.

tim and i made some interesting friends on the trip and stood on the brim of some of the most breath taking views i've ever seen. (i'll add pictures when i get them developed)

i still work at lee's marketplace. the people there are really fun. maybe even better than the people at days! i work about 25 hours a week. and almost always close.

school is......school. i am yet again doubting what i want to do with my life. but i'm going to stick with ETE until i can figure it out.

i have fairly recently fell in love with a new comedian. maybe some of you have heard his stuff. very simple, but yet very very funny. his name is demitri martin. worth youtubing!

i should be done with school for the semester in the very beginning of may. i am excited/nervous for that day to come.

to those who are actually still reading this, i thank you. i have been rambling for who knows how long. and i'm still not going anywhere.

well....i think i'll end this blog.

spring 09

so here's my list of classes for this semester. 

i'm way excited.

i'm sure i'll learn to hate them though. haha

Monday- INT PI: COMP IN CONTEXT (some science class) 12:30-1:20

General Psychology 1:30-2:20

Psych lab 3:30-4:30

Tuesday- Living with Wildlife 10:30-11:45

Construction and Estimating 1:30-4:20

Wednesday- same as monday without the lab

Thursday- same as tuesday

Friday- same as wednesday

12 credits in all. not too bad. but when you add in 20 hours a week for work i'll be pretty busy.

anyway, thats all.

fail blog

i love fail blog.

i was introduced to it tonight.

enjoy

(i'm not a bad person....maybe if i keep telling myself that i'll start believing it)

see more pwn and owned pictures

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thats all for now

hurricane forecast

http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/upcoming_hurricanes.png

XKCD

Berto, you got me hooked man.

everyone, here are some of my favorites, enjoy.

http://xkcd.com/331/

http://xkcd.com/236/

http://xkcd.com/246/

my thoughts about math....this is explicit though. i warned you

http://xkcd.com/179/

nice and nerdy. just how i like it

http://xkcd.com/18/

http://xkcd.com/155/

http://xkcd.com/425/

http://xkcd.com/70/

almost done. haha 

http://xkcd.com/42/

http://xkcd.com/276/

http://xkcd.com/37/

ok. thats all fot today. i'm gunna go do something with my life

love you all,

tyler

hey gang.

so it hasn't even been a week of real school yet and i am totally freeking drained. period.

the mental strain and stress of class and getting all of your homework done. (and doing the right page......$%&@$^@$!#)

the fact that my room mates.....well they aren't exactly get drunk, go wild party people. but they do have tons of people over every night and they definately do keep me up....till even one some nights.

walking/biking every where. i didnt think it'd be this bad. oh man was i wrong. smiths, 8 or 9 blocks away (with the monster of a hill that i live on) is about an hour and a half walk and is freeking harder than it sounds. haha....then we discovered the transit station is right next to smiths.....haha we're so dumb.

but the worst of all is my freeking p. e. class. I'm not putting myself on a higher level, but i've dont my fair share of freeking tough workouts, with weights for 3 years in high school and football and all that stuff, but the two days in this class have totally blown all of those out of the water. 

tuesday we did shoulders and chest. im still sore, and will be till next week i bet.

today we did legs. and oh boy did we do legs. haha we started with lunges up and down the hall. then we did double pump squatters. effing killed my leggs. then hill climbers, fire hydrants, donkey kicks and two minutes of various but continuous calf exercises. 

walking home was a totally different story....i considered crawling at one point haha....half jokingly.

anyway. thats where i am so far.

i'm gunna sleep real well this weekend in my own bed.

give me a call. i'll be home friday night and coming back monday nightish. i'd like to hear from, or even see everyone.

thats about it.

love,

tyler