Sunday, April 29, 2007

i told you so

i usually refrain from using the phrase 'i told you so' but right now that is just about all that i can think

i told her. she has known for a week or two. i knew that as well.

awkward is the only way to describe it now.

i knew it wouldnt work

whatever, i dont even care anymore. i cant even care anymore

Friday, April 27, 2007

Calling You, Blue October

There's something I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away

So expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

(this is my fav song for a reason, its almost exactly how i feel right now)

with love, ty ty
P.S. the whole "quote of the day" thing, is a good idea, im going to use it

I can't believe you actually picked me~Blue October, Calling You

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

remember when

remember when:
we liked eachother, but we were both too shy to ever talk to eachother except for on msn
we blew lighters up
we went to state swimming, instead of school!
we went to the hub and provo at rediculous hours for a saturday morning, and i wouldnt let you pay for anything
i didnt exist for a year and a half......
we watched all of the extended Lord of the Rings movies in one day
we had math together, we never did anything
you invited me in on the first date. hahaha
you would talk to me about everything, you were like my sister
we would do nothing but talk at days, and get paid for it
you shot me with a nail gun
i liked her, and you still put up with me
we played halo for hours!
we "studied" japanese
we actually studied, we still didnt learn anything
we took those "naked" pictures hahaha
we used to be the best of friends, nothing could seperate us
we had Mrs. Lemon in 5th grade, that was the best
we played football
daniel and abby first met
i broke up with her, and all my friends were there for me
we went on midnight jones runs
i broke your brothers leg
we almost blew up that car
we would go off the jump
i was taller then everyone....that was nice
i would ask if i could beat him up for you
you needed a hug, so i ran over right then and we talked for hours
we would play night games!
you introdeced me to eve 6
i came back and killed you at bowling
"i missed your head by like two inches!!!"
we played hall chicken
you jumped that fence in one leap
i ditched you two at lagoon....not my finest moment
we went on a mission to steal that poster
you helped me complete my life
we had a "pretend date", i think that was one of my favorite nights
we watched the wickerman, and then held her down and tickeled her for like two straight hours. thats when i started liking her....
we played straight up at the point
we played straight up at our hill
we played GTA:SA and we ate so much he and i puked
team hannah was neither haha
he cheated on you, i wanted to hurt him
we devoured rediculous ammounts of snackers between the three of us
we tried to make the best mallo
i fell out of your tree house
we were mad at the world, so we went to our spot and screamed RATM lyrics at the city, while blasting it from our car
none of us knew any of us


Sunday, April 22, 2007

Junior Prom 2007

ok so now i know why everyone makes a big deal about your junior prom. last night was seriously the best night of my life.
but for the sake of telling the story, i will start at the very beginning.
ok, my day started at 6:30 in the morning. it didnt have to start until 8:00.....but i was kinda really excited and couldnt sleep, at all. At 8:00 i got up and got ready, scott came over 30 minutes later, and we played guitar hero hahaha. we picked up aubrey and alex at 9, and made it back to my house by 9:30 for a spectacular breakfast that my mom made for us. mmmmm, thats all i can say to it. (you can start drooling now) we had muffins, and creeps, and lots of fruit, sausage, and really good orange juice. afterwards we talked a lot, and eventually ended up playing guitar hero haha and we played with my abby. i taught alex how to read tabs, that was fun.
at 11:30 we were on our way to Park City, to go to Promontory, where we were going to meet the Wrangler that was going to take us on this trail......but he was late, so we called this guy, and long story short we ended up at this nice house for a half an hour screwing around, waiting for the Wrangler guy. he finally got there around 1 and then he asked us to sign our lives away, (so we could sue him when the horses trampled us)
then he gave us our horses. My horse was the biggest haha, his name is Johnny, and he was a stud. Alex got to ride buggs. Scott had Andy, and Aubrey was on Spirit. We went for an hour and a half ride in this big loop and the view was spectacular. I absolutely love horses now! when im older, i will have many of them, so if you ever want to ride one, give me a call in about 10 years.
after the horse back ride everyone seemed to be sore but alex and i. i admit, my knees were a little stiff, but that wasnt anything a good walk couldnt fix.
we drove back to heber and had the girls back home at 3. then scott and i went to days to pick up our corsaso;dfnbvg;aliaerg(i tried to spell it but got frustrated), but my mommy had already picked mine up for me. so scott got his then we booked it to KFC, because we were starving like it was our job or something. haha so i got 5 snackers and 2 tacos, and he got a famous potato bowl.
we went to my house and ate that, then played guitar hero for two hours hahaha sad i know. At 5 he left and i started getting ready. He came back to pick me up at 5:30 and we drove to Aubreys house. We get there on time.....and wait 20 minutes hahaha. i also forgot the corsaadnocvqrv;aksbuv in my fridge (im just going to say flowers from now on) so we had to stop by my house and pick them up. When we got Alex she was ready and somehow timed it perfectly so that we saw her walk down the stairs. OH MY GOSH. haha my heart stopped. not even kidding you. she was so breathtaking in her dress. so her sister took pics of us and we did the whole flower thing (the nice people at the days floral department did a little something extra to mine, i think its cuz i know them. it was a really really nice touch. thanks(although you will never read this)). so we walk out her front door and she catches her dress on a piece of wood and makes a little rip in one of the inner layers. but she didnt seem to mind mush cuz she started laughing at it. We got in the Hummer and sped to the high school to get pics, we stood in line and got the little papers that they give you, but we didnt have enough time to get the actual pictures done.
Right before promenading i was so nervous, but then i realized that i was making too big of a deal about it and i needed to chill.
right before i was about to start walking it hit me that it is a big deal. this once in a life time experience was seconds away! so i started panicking haha, but still remembered what i was supposed to do somehow.
we ended up standing right in front of my parents (haha cuz i told them whee we would be) and alex's sister was right there as well.
we had to stand there waiting for all the names to be read off for what seemed like forever, but it was nice cuz i got my nerves cooled a bit and we both went over the dance in our heads again. we both couldnt remember the first step worth out lives though, finally it came to me though and that was a very big sigh of relief haha.
we were going to get pictures then, but i had to dance again with brittany, so we had to wait till after that, but then there was a daddy daughter/mother son dance. and that was nice, but it kinda threw my mom for a loop haha.
after my mom took more pictures and we talked and stuff, then she left and we went and stood in line. then i remembered that we already had the pic papers and we didnt have to wait in the line. so we skipped that whole nightmare completely, and went straight to the front of the line. we got our pics done in a good 10 minutes and then had to leave for dinner reservations in PC for 9:00.
we arrived at Cecieros at 9:01 exactly and got a nice booth near the front. i got the salmon. again mmmmm is all i can say about that. they had a paper coloring thingy and we all colored a lot and played tic-tac-to. i got my butt kicked...but i really wasnt paying much attention to it because i was sitting next to the most beautiful girl i have ever met.
we finished dinner and drove back to heber to dance for the next hour. i seriously have never danced so much in my whole life. it was so much fun. i didnt, however, get to dance with everyone i wanted to. but i have no regrets of last night, there will be other dances.
at around 11:20 the dance ended so we went to scotts house and the girls changed into comfy cloths and scott and i prepared the pool table. we played pool for about 25 minutes and i would just like it to be known that alex and i owned souls.
we had the girls home by midnight, and might i just say i received just about the best hug i have ever experienced from Alex that night.
Scott and i went to smiths and got some sobes (it didnt hit me that we were shopping on sunday until the next day at about 2pm haha). then we went home.
prom was honestly the best day of my life. thank you alex for sharing that experience with me, i had a blast.
I must say, with all of the amazing things that we did, my entire day was made by alex saying one sentence. this also was my favorite mart of the night. she said it a couple of time throughout the night actually, but none hit me as hard as the last one at the end of the night. when we were playing pool she looked at me and said, "i honestly never want this night to end!" that made my night because thats all ive wanted for the last two months of straight working, just to earn the money for that day.
ok, that was my extremely long day. if you actually read the whole thing, im impressed. if you actually comment on it, i just might be very happy
Love, Ty Ty

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

I love........(dedicated to "her"

Her smell
Her giant smile
Her gorgous, deep, hazel eyes
Her beautiful blonde hair
Her unforgetable laugh
Her sence of humor
Her ability to make everything fun
Her ability to care like she does
Her huggs
Her laughing at me
Her ability to also be laughed at
Her size; just right to hold very tight
Her trust in me
Her never wanting to bug me, eventhough she knows she never will
Her visiting me at work
Her songs that she dedicated to me
Her adventurous attitude
Her telling me how she feels
Her voice
Her sence in knowing when something is wrong
Her ability to make me instantly happy
Her comfort level with me
Her lying her head on me as we lay on the road
Her giving me butterflys
Songs that remind me of her
Inside jokes with her
Talking with her
Eating with her
Picking up her bill while she is in the bathroom
Sitting on the hill with her
Always thinking of her
Making her happy
Always being there for her
Being the shoulder that she cries on
When she plays with my hair
When she pulls funny faces at me
When she playfully hits me
When she laughs so hard it makes her jump out of her chair
How she is LDS
How she looks up to a missionary for her example
How she makes me want to be a better person
How I quit swearing because of her
How she is just as beautiful in pj's and a danner at 7:30 in the morning
How she knows none of this